The small step forward

Finally, I've made the first small step forward despite of the consequences in the future. I placed an order for a Jupiter Alto Saxophone after making a few survey of prices in Kuala Lumpur. I was told that the sax will be there after a few days.

I am feeling so excited and looking forward to go for the lesson. Yet, I am actually suffering for ulcers in my mouth. Hopefully they are recovered when I received the sax.

The sax cost me RM115 per month after Rm500 deposite.

I will step forward

I was hesitate to step forward, into another world.

Even now,
I have doubt on my ability;
I have doubt on my patient and passion.

Words of discouragement flew into my ears and I am about to give up yet I am not even stand still. I don't feel like I want to share to anyone else anymore, Hence, I am writing, to share with myself, to encourage myself to step forward, into the world that might seem too expensive for me.

I am looking forward to the day, that I am able to create some artistic sounds with a golden horn.